"How are you?" It hurt like hell, but when you asked, I said I was okay. I probably stood there for a good minute with the wind on my back and the world beneath me. Until now, looking into your eyes was home.
I tried to write about how I feel but all I could come up was a series of empty words. I tried to tell people about how my day went. How everyone but me seemed to have their life together but they told me that all they could hear was this white noise and a voice screaming "Let me out! Let me out!". I swear to God I am trying my best to spill my soul but everything I spit out of my mouth is black with ashes, but it still tastes like you.
It’s been a year since you left and I am still trying to build walls so high that the memories of you couldn’t get out and new people couldn’t get in. And I am trying so hard to change but the best I can do now is wonder if she will ever start a fire within you that you will never have the power to extinguish.
Do people you like have a radar on them? Like you could be getting over them and one day you don’t think about them at all and the next day they walk past you or say hi or smile or exist and you’re like fuck.
written by i said this to myself in my head when i was inexcusably drunk one night at a party and saw this guy (of mine?) giving his hands, his heart and his admiration to someone else. i couldn’t be mad because he wasn’t mine, but he also wasn’t hers either (via poetrea)
I saw you for a minute today when you went to my house and I couldn’t be any happier. Those few seconds felt like an eternity. It felt like everything. This is so fucking cheesy. I missed you, you dimwit.
Anonymous said: height??
My height? 5’5? Not sure.
I am honestly in shock. He was one of those actors who shaped my view on cinema and comedy. From Jack to Jumanji, Aladdin to Ferngully, Mrs. Doubtfire to Dead Poets Society. Robin Williams was always present during my childhood and it shocks me to no end how he is gone so quickly and so soon. He was truly one of the most talented and funny actors of his time. Rest in peace, sir. Thank you for giving everyone a friend like you.
Anonymous said: You sort of remind me of Alaska Young :)
Is it a good thing or a bad thing?